I’m just having one of those days. One of those days where you just realize how much you’ve changed in the past few years and what you went through making those changes. I lost six friends last year and I miss them with such an intensity I really don;t know what to do with myself all the time. I just want to wake up and have them come back from a long ass trip but I know that won’t happen. I feel like they helped shaped who I am and now a part of me is gone.
Time is so important and we so often take advantage of it. It’s time we all too control of our lives and appreciate the people we choose to keep in our lives. I loved them dearly but I didn’t appreciate them as much as I do now. They were wonderful people.
I’m trying to better myself for them. I know I’m not always doing a good job at it but I’m trying.I just have to remember why I’m doing it sometimes.